Why am I passionate about this?

I am excited by books that broaden my perspective on existence, dissolve mental barriers, broaden our visions, and offer powerful new ways to see the world; life-affirming books that help us to understand life, ourselves, become more conscious of existence, create our own realities and show us how to become masters of our lives instead of victims; books that blend science, spirituality, art, philosophy, life. The types of books I read and the types of books I write have plots that continuously span the terror of the human condition and transformation. 


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The Privilege of Aging

By Kamla K. Kapur ,

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What is my book about?

This inspiring guide encourages readers to embrace mortality and live a fulfilled life. Drawing from personal experiences in California and…

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The books I picked & why

Book cover of The Divine Matrix

Kamla K. Kapur Why I love this book

I'm excited to share this book by New York Times bestselling author and scientist, known for blending science, spirituality, and human experience. This book explores the invisible field that connects all things—what Braden calls the "Divine Matrix." Drawing on quantum physics, ancient wisdom, and real-world case studies, he shows how our beliefs influence the universe, making miracles not anomalies, but natural outcomes of a deeply interconnected world.

What excites me most about this book is its invitation to live consciously. It suggests that we are not passive observers, but active participants, capable of shaping reality through heart, mind, and intention. For anyone drawn to the space between science and soul, it is both grounding and expansive, shifting your worldview gently but irrevocably.

Warning: It’s a challenging read. I tend to skip over the heavy science parts I don’t fully understand, so I don’t miss the heart of the message.

By Gregg Braden ,

Why should I read it?

2 authors picked The Divine Matrix as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

In 1944, Max Planck, the father of quantum theory, shocked the world by saying that this "matrix" is where the birth of stars, the DNA of life, and everything between originates.

Recent discoveries reveal dramatic evidence that Planck's matrix - The Divine Matrix - is real. It is this missing link in our understanding that provides the container for the universe, the bridge between our imagination and our reality, and the mirror in our world for what we create in our beliefs.

To unleash the power of this matrix in our lives, we must understand how it works and speak…


Book cover of Then I Am Myself the World

Kamla K. Kapur Why I love this book

This is a cognitive scientist and neurologist who stopped me in my tracks. The title felt like a whisper of a profound truth I’ve always sensed: each of us is not merely in the world, but a world unto ourselves. The book lives up to its promise.

Koch offers luminous reflections that bridge neuroscience with some of life’s most ungraspable questions. He explores consciousness not just through science, but also through psychedelic experiences, mystical states, near-death experiences, and even artificial intelligence.

What excites me most is the book’s courageous breadth, refusing to limit consciousness to mere circuitry or dogma. Koch straddles the line between materialism and mystery, between what can be measured and what must be felt. For anyone deeply interested in the soul’s terrain and the evolving relationships between mind, machine, and mortality, this book serves as a map—not one that gives answers, but better questions.

It affirms my belief that consciousness is fundamental to the universe.


By Christof Koch ,

Why should I read it?

2 authors picked Then I Am Myself the World as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

In Then I Am Myself the World, Christof Koch explores the only thing we directly experience: consciousness. At the book's heart is integrated-information theory, the idea that the essence of consciousness is the ability to exert causal power over itself, to be an agent of change. Koch investigates the physical origins of consciousness in the brain and how this knowledge can be used to measure consciousness in natural and artificial systems.

Enabled by such tools, Koch reveals when and where consciousness exists, and uses that knowledge to confront major social and scientific questions: When does a foetus first become self-aware?…


Book cover of Proof of Heaven: A Neurosurgeon's Journey Into the Afterlife

Kamla K. Kapur Why I love this book

I devoured Eben Alexander’s book about a neurologist’s experiences in a coma. It was fascinating, the kind of book that keeps you glued to your seat. A few years ago, I wouldn’t have even considered reading a book with that title. My rational mind wasn’t open to anything beyond what my senses could verify. I dismissed my mystical experiences as coincidences, skeptical of anything that challenged the laws of physics or hinted at mystery.

Though the word "heaven" still doesn’t resonate with me, I’ve begun to sense something unknown. William Blake said, "Everything possible to be believed is an image of truth." My growing awareness of my own mortality has made me more receptive to the unknown.

I no longer demand proof or argue with the unseen. Instead, I listen and allow wonder to rise naturally. Death, once seen as an end, now feels like a threshold into something vast and radiant. These books have opened doors within me that I didn’t know existed.

By Eben Alexander ,

Why should I read it?

4 authors picked Proof of Heaven as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

Internationally acclaimed neurosurgeon Dr Eben Alexander always considered himself a man of science. His unwavering belief in evidence-based medicine fuelled a career in the top medical institutions of the world. But all this was set to change. One morning in 2008 he fell into a coma after suffering a rare form of bacterial meningitis. Scans of his brain revealed massive damage. Death was deemed the most likely outcome. As his family prepared themselves for the worst, something miraculous happened. Dr Alexander's brain went from near total inactivity to awakening. He made a full recovery but he was never the same.…


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Kamla K. Kapur Why I love this book

I devoured Elisabeth Kübler-Ross’s book, which deeply shaped my understanding of mortality. Like Eben Alexander, it is her steady, compassionate voice that earns my trust. There’s something profoundly grounding about someone who has spent a lifetime walking beside the dying. Her use of metaphor speaks directly to the soul, especially mine. She writes, “The death of the human body is identical to what happens when the butterfly emerges from its cocoon... it is only a house to live in for a while.”

That image—death not as an end, but a transformation—resonates deeply. It speaks to humanity’s universal longing to understand what lies beyond. The symbol of metamorphosis becomes a vision of continuity and emergence.

Her book is rich with case histories of real people, near-death experiences that transcend explanation yet carry a current of truth. For those living with the shadow of mortality, these stories are reassuring. They offer the possibility that death is not darkness, but a gentle unfolding into light.

By Elisabeth Kübler-Ross ,

Why should I read it?

1 author picked On Life after Death as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

A collection of inspiring essays with frank and compassionate advice for those dealing with terminal illness or the death of a loved one, from the pioneering author of On Death and Dying and On Grief and Grieving

As a pioneer of the hospice movement, Dr. Elizabeth Kübler-Ross was one of the first scholars to frankly discuss our relationship with death. By introducing the concept of the five stages of dying, her work has informed the lives of countless people as they face the grieving process. This classic collection of four essays—based on Dr. Kubler-Ross's studies of more than twenty thousand…


Book cover of The Violet Hour

Kamla K. Kapur Why I love this book

I’ve read this book three times, drawn by my fascination with death and how people die. The book is well-researched, detailing the final days of great minds—writers like Susan Sontag, Sigmund Freud, John Updike, Dylan Thomas, Maurice Sendak, and James Salter.

Like a skilled biographer, Roiphe doesn’t judge her subjects but presents their endings as they were. Yet, a discerning reader can’t help but draw conclusions. Susan Sontag, the towering intellect, fought death until the end. Dylan Thomas, the great poet, was self-destructive and pathetic at the close of his life. Sigmund Freud chose to end his life with the help of a physician.

Roiphe mentions in her preface that she would have liked to write about other famous deaths—William Blake’s peaceful passing, Honoré de Balzac’s death by overwork, Primo Levi’s fall, and more. I wish she had explored these as well. If she did, I’d devour that book too.

By Katie Roiphe ,

Why should I read it?

1 author picked The Violet Hour as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

The last days of five great thinkers, writers and artists - as they come to terms with the reality of approaching death

Katie Roiphe's extraordinary book is filled with intimate and surprising revelations. Susan Sontag, consummate public intellectual, finds her rational thinking tested during her third bout with cancer. Seventy-six year old John Updike's response to a fatal diagnosis is to begin a poem. Dylan Thomas's fatal collapse on the floor of a Greenwich Village tavern is preceded by a fortnight of almost suicidal excess. Sigmund Freud understands his hastening decline. Maurice Sendak shows his lifelong obsession with death in…


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The Privilege of Aging

By Kamla K. Kapur ,

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What is my book about?

This inspiring guide encourages readers to embrace mortality and live a fulfilled life. Drawing from personal experiences in California and India, Kapur shares her inner journey through aging, illness, and death, offering hard-won wisdom on rest, happiness, and letting go to find vitality and joy in the life we have. Through self-examination, she confronts shadows, fears, and regrets, advocating for decluttering the mind and reframing reality with unconditional self-love. She also weaves in stories from diverse spiritual traditions, offering tools to navigate aging with mental, physical, and spiritual strength. 

Praised for its honesty and gratitude, Kapur’s memoir is a roadmap for awakening to the divine gifts of life. It reframes aging as a privilege, making it a valuable addition to the conscious aging library.

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